Sunday, 12 March 2017

Fine

On a ripped piece of paper
I wrote down how I really feel
And it gets clear, somethin’ bout you
Yeah, you and I are similar but different
Do you feel the same way?I’m getting my hopes up
When one day, one month, one year passes
Will we be living different lives?
Not me
It won’t be easy for me
Still, you fill up my days
Not yet
I tell myself, like a fool
I can’t swallow the words that linger in my mouth
It’s not fine
Ah ah ah ah it’s not fine
With my hair tightly tied up
I’m cleaning up my messy room
I’m looking for somethin’ new
Sometimes, I get this overwhelming feeling
Of having to do something
So I move around for no reason
When one day, one month, one year passes
You said you’d probably smile and reminisce but
Not me
It won’t be easy for me
Still, you fill up my days
Not yet
I tell myself, like a fool
I can’t swallow the words that linger in my mouth
It’s not fine
Ah ah ah ah it’s not fine
Between the meaningless jokes, back-and-forth conversations
And all the people, I look like I’m fine
I pretend to be numb and I try to smile
I try to turn around from your shadow but
I keep thinking
About our last moment
The words “take care” was it for our plain breakup
Not yet
I tell myself, like a fool
I can’t swallow the words that linger in my mouth
It’s not fine
Ah ah ah it’s not fine oh
Ah ah ah it’s not fine

currently I'm keeping an eye on one person, but I'm not a nutty as a fruitcake. saranghae.

I'm okay

.. my phone number is everywhere

so why, I didnt even get a simple hi

Am I longing for a wrong person

after all these years ? ..





currently I'm keeping an eye on one person, but I'm not a nutty as a fruitcake. saranghae.

Thursday, 3 November 2016

Ya Tuhan


Aku tengok langit
Aku tengok bintang
Aku tengok laut
Aku tengok pokok nan hijau

Masalah !

Aku nampak kau di mana mana

Libi
currently I'm keeping an eye on one person, but I'm not a nutty as a fruitcake. saranghae.

Sunday, 28 August 2016

I'm back

Alhamdulillah. I’m back.

Last update Nov 2015. Masya Allah . lamanyaaa .. dah banyak sangat benda jadi . good things. Sad things. Aih, how I miss the moments bila aku boleh refresh balik semua memori bila aku tulis sini
Bukan sibuk sangat pun tapi some upset feeling eh , hmm ye kot

Upset sampai malas nak jenguk sini padahal who’s care yana oih. Hihi so where to start ey?
Should I start with what I am doing right  now?

Macam biasa rutin harian. Jika korang follow aku di facebook atau di instagram then you will know my routine. Hmm full time housewife jeee. Tapi house je boleh ambik. Wife belum lagi sebab takda orang nak :p

Nak story ape eh. Serius rindu nak menulis yuhuuuu

Wife ? ala gurau pon tak bolehh. Belum ready lah. Takyah tanyaa. Dah ready nanti ajak je sape sape kawin Haha

Dulu waktu sekolah nak kawin umur 28. Gila betol dah fikir pasal kawin masa sekolah. :D Waktu duk uni rasa nak kawin muda. Pastu dah abis belajar memang rasa kena focus karier jangan gatal nak fikir kawin lagi.

Aku tak risau pun pasal ni tapi why everyone else around me macam kalut sangat eh suruh aku kawin. Ke sebab aku dah jadi mak jamu sekarang lol

Mak dah tahu
The sisters dah tahu

Perangai aku macam mana

Kalau aku kata taknak . memang aku taknak. Mcm mana aku nak go for it kalau aku belum sedia. Korang kata nanti pandai sendiri, yes true tapi diri aku .. I know myself well than you.
(tak marah la, ) :p

At least, dulu aku tak tahu hala tuju hidup aku. Now I have my own path. Rasa legaa dan happy sangat sekarang. Sebab aku terlalu enjoy dengan apa yang aku buat. Best best best. My job is the happiest things to do in my whole life.

Aku seronok bantu orang
Aku seronok share kebaikan dengan mereka
Aku seronok berkongsi cara unt jadi hebat
Aku seronok bantu org untuk berjaya capai cita cita mereka

Walaupun aku the anak dara dalam team. Haha itu yang suruh kawin cepat cepat tu eyyh. Haih dorang ni.

Btw, rinduuu.
Berhabuk
Bersarang

Kesian blog ni. Tuan dia tak nak masuk sini. Tuan dia merajuk tapi tuan dia merajuk sorang sorang takda orang ambik tahu pun :p

Sebenarnya, aku banyak kali fikir

Should I tell
Or should I not


….
…….
(sambung fikir)

Bye .







currently I'm keeping an eye on one person, but I'm not a nutty as a fruitcake. saranghae.