Tuesday, 13 May 2014

Youth come but once in a lifetime : dedicated to Siti Hajar Amir


Hai there. Yes you.

I am running right now. On my keyboard. Because today is my forever baby boo birthday and yet I didn’t even have a time to prepared anything special to her. Kenang kembali saat hari lahirku, terima kasih sayang. Your present was great. I didn’t even have an ability to compete with you in making people cry as a present muahaha  Oh nangis lelaju. I just came back from our class trip for this semester which taking a whole day and oh My God, today’s schedule is full you know and soo tired and while I’m laughing with my friend seriously I am thinking what should I do what should I do, what should I give to her, oh really I didn’t have anything k sumpah sedih

Dear kakak hajar, my forever anak buah sulung tetap akan jadi anak buah bongsu sebab tahap berkepit dia tu lain macam sikit. Forever. Yes forever. Sehingga nyawa moknaa diangkat oleh Tuhan pemilik nyawa. Insya Allah.

Kakak, I wish you a fruit from every tree, I wish you much honey from the bee, I wish you a rainbow without rain, I wish and wish for you, my dear. I wish you a wish for every dream, I wish you were happy as you seem, I wish you love for all your way, I wish you just a great birthday. Hah, today is your birthday ahahah congratulations sanaelcukahammida !! my wish list is so long and long and long. I have you in my doa. I have you in my talk with Allah. K sebak. I just wish you have a great day today lady :)

To tell the world, you’re a friend that will always stands by my side, when moknaa are in trouble and broken inside. You’re a friend who will treats me with all the best and shines my day. That’s who you are. At least to me.  

May this 17th birthday teach you that any failure and depression, rejection, sorrow, hurt and pain are words that you should erase from the dictionary of your life. I am hoping that you never lose the strength in you. You are an amazing person and the best friend of mine. May Allah give you all HIS love and warmth in every step of yours.

Every time I fell, you pushed me up. You never left me miss a step, shed any tear and feel any fear. I believe I wouldn’t be the same without you. Not everyone in this world is blessed with an understanding, trustworthy, caring and loving person like you. You are not even my other half but I felt that you are the one lol. That is exactly why I consider myself so incredibly lucky in having you in my life.

I don’t know what is the best birthday present should I give you except my doa so that Allah will give you happiness, SPM straight A, rewards from Allah and enter the jannah, be a solehah daughter and remember our promise to be the one who will fight for the people who need their right. My lady, you are just an amazing girl.

Psst. I will. Just like what you said to me on my birthday, you’ll be there for me and yes I promise I will be there for you too.  Always.       


currently I'm keeping an eye on one person, but I'm not a nutty as a fruitcake. saranghae.